I truly do feel that I am wandering but not lost. I always say, that when you feel like crawling into a deep dark hole, and all you want to do is sleep forever, so hard- to dream about things that are the opposite of your reality, you just have to remember that there is sunshine....and stuff. I feel myself that I am pretty lucky. Despite how hard I am on myself sometimes, I have some pretty amazing people in my life. I look at them daily, and no matter what happens, good or bad, I just smile. It took me a long time to realize this, that simply no one is perfect. When you stop looking at people like they deserve a shrine or some gold medal, and start striping them down- like they are real people with real problems, you start seeing things. Things that others are mostly blinded by. I recently read an article from a page I follow called the mind unleashed. The whole concept was to say that life will always be easy, it's just us that make it hard. The first paragraph I seemed a little skeptical, but then I read more. I read it all. And I couldn't agree more with each and every detail. I felt so true to it. Confronting your flaws, wrongs, and all mistakes is never easy. But I myself experienced each and every one of these things at some point in my life, and I can almost guarantee that almost each and every one of you reading this has felt the same (at some point in your life), if you're true to yourself. What I got from this read, was to simply make yourself naked, acknowledge what all is wrong, and if you really want to change, you can. It's never too late to change. And I am literally just now figuring this all out. Enjoy the read, comment below if you'd like!
"Peace, love, and happiness should be something that everyone should have. It should be something they are born with. Unfortunately, just for a few seconds of your waking life, you're innocent. Some people don't really wake up though until they are about to die. When you finally realize what you are, and what you're doing, and you just see it...It's different..."
-Conversations with my lovely man, Buttercup

Xoxox! You're so special! I love you so!
ReplyDeleteI love you too! So much!
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